Living Dangerously, Using Our Voice

“To lead is to live dangerously.”  I am intrigued by the phrase coined by Heiftiz and Linsky (Leadership on the Line:  Staying Alive Through the Dangers of Leading). To live dangerously conjures up images of risk, adventure, and going beyond what I think is possible.  But what about leading could be so dangerous?  Here I pause. 

I am a teacher.  When in the classroom I work tirelessly.  During the day I teach.  At night I prepare. I am forever on, ready to respond to questions and to face day in and day out challenges that life in a middle school brings.  I work with colleagues who inspire and extend a hand, offering hope and encouragement. I bang my head against the wall as I try to navigate the educational legalese that seems to be so hurtful to those in education.  I celebrate the successes of children and families.  I shout hooray when the system does help.  I smile deeply when a student offers his or her wisdom.  These children before me our the future.  How could I not advocate on their behalf?

Where does the danger lie in opening the door to leading?  It lies in expressing an opinion or belief that challenges someone elses.  It lurks in making a mistake or stepping on someone’s toes.  It sleeps in the dark pockets of gossip only to awaken under the eye of public scrutiny.  It haunts me and holds me back; a perfectionist at heart, I do not want to get it wrong.

Yet there is a thrill to danger too.  This thrill exists in the moment when creativity blossoms.  It comes alive when the change begins. It thrives when possibilities are realized.  Well, to lead is an opening up to the hard work is ahead.  It is a call to action.

Teacher voice – classroom teachers desire to be heard and listened too.  Where shall we begin?  Why is change so difficult?  Who should lead change in schools?

Teacher Voice -- Where are you?

As the semester comes to an end, I, along with fellow colleagues, have been asked to reflect on our learnings about the complexity of school reform, its many faces, and its impact on schools, teachers, and students.  It is not an easy undertaking. Educational reform has a long history fraught with issues such as declining student achievement, inconsistent teacher accountability, whose standards, and costs of high stake testing.  No one quite agrees on the purpose of education, on what curriculum should be taught, or how to best reach all learners.  More importantly, what might work for one locale is not even a reasonable solution for another locale.  What is certainly true, is that for many young people, schooling is not effective; we have to make a change, but what does this change look like?  Are the answers located in national standards, more high stakes testing, developing and sustaining quality teachers, school choice?  There are no easy answers and many voice their perspectives.

What struck us that in the many discussions on educational reform, it was the rare moment when the voice of the classroom teacher spoke or was heard.  Larry Cuban, in his book Why is it so hard to get good schools?  (2003, New York:  Teachers College Press.), is one author who acknowledges how his experiences as a classroom practitioner have shaped his theories and his work.  He shares his truths about teaching.  The truth that sits with me most is “…the teacher is at the heart of student learning and school improvement by virtue of being the classroom authority and gatekeeper for change (p. 1).”   He positions the classroom teacher as a gatekeeper.  I envision gatekeepers as individuals that control passage from one place to another.  Gatekeepers have the power to constrain information, knowledge, and decision-making, thus locking them out of progress.  On the other hand, gatekeepers are in the position to open the gate, opening access and moving the journey forward.  In this light, classroom teachers are in a powerful position to make the difference for a child, a school, and a system.

 As classroom teachers, do we see ourselves as having power?  Do we use our influential power to bring about positive change in teaching, learning, and student achievement?  If we are that powerful, and I believe we can be, then where is the classroom teacher's voice in school reform? Why have we not been invited into the dialogue?