“To lead is to live dangerously.” I am intrigued by the phrase coined by Heiftiz and Linsky (Leadership on the Line: Staying Alive Through the Dangers of Leading). To live dangerously conjures up images of risk, adventure, and going beyond what I think is possible. But what about leading could be so dangerous? Here I pause.
I am a teacher. When in the classroom I work tirelessly. During the day I teach. At night I prepare. I am forever on, ready to respond to questions and to face day in and day out challenges that life in a middle school brings. I work with colleagues who inspire and extend a hand, offering hope and encouragement. I bang my head against the wall as I try to navigate the educational legalese that seems to be so hurtful to those in education. I celebrate the successes of children and families. I shout hooray when the system does help. I smile deeply when a student offers his or her wisdom. These children before me our the future. How could I not advocate on their behalf?
Where does the danger lie in opening the door to leading? It lies in expressing an opinion or belief that challenges someone elses. It lurks in making a mistake or stepping on someone’s toes. It sleeps in the dark pockets of gossip only to awaken under the eye of public scrutiny. It haunts me and holds me back; a perfectionist at heart, I do not want to get it wrong.
Yet there is a thrill to danger too. This thrill exists in the moment when creativity blossoms. It comes alive when the change begins. It thrives when possibilities are realized. Well, to lead is an opening up to the hard work is ahead. It is a call to action.
Teacher voice – classroom teachers desire to be heard and listened too. Where shall we begin? Why is change so difficult? Who should lead change in schools?